Friday, February 10, 2012

Happy (early) Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day! My tiniest Valentine is now about 5 1/2 months old, and I decided to try my hand at a creative Valentine-y picture idea I got off Pinterest. Mine is different, but I'm happy with it and think it's super sweet! 

I used small blocks to spell out "LOVE". I tried my best to get little girl to smile for me but she was too distracted by being on the floor in her room, lol! We don't usually play like that in there and it was too interesting to pay attention to Mommy! I was using a rubber ducky to get her to at least look at me and she was so into its squeaking that she just stared. I think she looks precious despite not smiling. It was still really fun having a little photo shoot with my darling girl. 



And here's a few more pictures from today that came out really cute. Happy Love Day!!





 

Thursday, September 29, 2011

One Month Old

I can't believe that my precious baby girl is one month old today! It doesn't seem like she has been here that long already!

I thought I would try to give updates every month on what is going on in Audrey's world, and how she is growing and changing. I am planning to take monthly pictures as well with a stuffed animal my dad got for her-it's a Clifford the Big Red Dog and right now it's about her size!

It has been a big adjustment to go from being pregnant to having Audrey here to love on! I am still working on getting her birth story ready to share here, so for now I will just say that our birth and hospital experience was really wonderful. We had great care and we love our doctor, so everything went great with the delivery and stay afterwards. We came home 2 days after Audrey's birth, with lots of help here at home from my family. It's really a blessing to have your loved ones' support during all of this!

Landon got 2 weeks off from work and my mom stayed with us through the first week, then it was just Landon and me his 2nd week at home. My mom came back for one more week after Landon went back to work, and now that we're one month into parenting, I still feel like I can hardly get anything done, haha! The house stays semi-picked up but I have yet to cook a meal for us myself since Audrey has been here. Landon has been amazing and really helps me keep things cleaned up, and has done some cooking for us, plus gone to the store several times too. I know I'll get used to doing things on a different schedule, but for now it's sometimes just a happy kind of chaos. :)

Audrey had her newborn checkup this month. She was 6 lbs. 9 oz. at birth and was 6, 5 when we left the hospital. At her appointment a week later she was up to 6, 10. I'm sure she is over 7 lbs. by now, but not sure how much. Everything else looked great, her pediatrician said. She is still in newborn sized diapers and clothes; the only newborn things that don't fit her is socks! The teeny ones are way too small for her big feet-I wanted her to get her Daddy's long feet and toes and she did! :)

Audrey has also had a few outings-only 1 that I've taken her all by myself though, and because of 2 diaper blow-outs I was late meeting Landon! I was able to laugh at the situation though, and I know it will not be the last time something like that happens! I just have to allow more time for things from now on. We took Audrey to church for the first time, though she stayed with Mommy and Daddy in our class-I'm not ready for the nursery just yet! We have gone to a few public places so far, and in a few days we will take her to her Marmee and Papa's (my parents) house for the first time.

Audrey loves her baths and getting her hair washed. She's ok for a minute or two straight out of the bath, but then she gets upset being undressed, no matter how quickly I try to get her clothes back on. She is usually pretty good about letting me change her clothes though-she is so cute looking around and waving her little arms while I'm getting her ready! She still keeps her teeny hands clenched into fists most of the time, but I do leave mitts on her almost always because she does scratch herself a lot if I don't, and her nails are SO long! I've already cut them 3 times this month and even when they are shorter she still makes marks on her face.

Her fine little newborn hair has started falling out on top of her head these last few days. She had quite a bit at birth, but now has a few bald spots plus a bit of cradle cap. I keep a little pink bow in her hair most of the time. It's just so cute! Still lots of hair in back and staying there for now! Audrey has VERY dry skin-something she got from me-and it was very peely (like after a sunburn) for the first 2 weeks. The third week it was looking much better but still had dry patches and now it's almost completely that really soft baby skin.

Audrey has discovered the mobile in her pack 'n play! (We use it as her bassinet) She likes to look at it spin around and also likes to watch when we hold up one of her rattles and shake and move it. She usually moves her head to watch but sometimes will follow with just her eyes. It's so cute to watch!

Oh, her eyes! They looked blue/grey to me at birth, but have already started changing. You can't really tell yet what their final color is going to be, but they are definitely two-toned. Landon and I both have hazel eyes; his are blue-green and mine are brown-green. We think hers look more blue-green right now.

I'm still waiting for those first real smiles where she knows what she's doing. She does smile a lot-at things off in the distance, haha. And after she has eaten (I am breastfeeding and she's doing great with it) and kinda falling asleep on my arm, she smiles SO big that it fills up her entire tiny face-and she even got my dimples! It's so precious and I can't wait to see one that's for me!

Audrey is sleeping pretty well for us. During the day she will have a few times after eating that she is awake for 1-2 hours. She usually goes anywhere from 2-4 hours between feedings and at night she goes about 5 hours on average between feedings. The last two nights she has gone about 7 hours after her last night feeding (about 10:30-11:00) but I'm not expecting that to be the norm just yet! It has been nice to catch up on sleep a little bit this week though!

She is still doing all those little newborn baby things that are so cute-hiccuping a lot, making lots of little noises when she is falling asleep/waking up/eating, squeaking a lot. She's still doing the sweet little newborn cry, and it still makes me cry with her sometimes when she's really sad! She still gets startled pretty easily and flails her teeny arms and legs.

I am really trying to soak up everything about her each day, and enjoy every little stage and development about my sweet baby. This first month has already gone by quickly and I don't want to miss anything! I love being Audrey's mommy and I'm so thankful for being able to stay home with her all the time. God is good and we are definitely blessed!!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Breakfast

I absolutely love breastfeeding my daughter! (Yes, it still hurts some right now, but it will get better soon.) I just love that God thought this up-my body is able to produce nourishment for my child! As much as she needs, when she needs it, it's there!

I love looking at her while she eats. Sometimes she is sleepy, sometimes very alert. Sometimes there's a smile but she doesn't quit eating. Her miniature lips, chin and throat fascinate me and the precious little grunts and breathing noises melt my heart.

This is such a sweet and special time with Audrey, and one I truly cherish. Just like during my pregnancy, she grows every day. I am so glad that I treasured all the seemingly small things about pregnancy, along with the big milestones. These times can never be replaced and I want to always be able to look back and really remember all the wonderful moments this journey has given us.

Children truly are a gift from the Lord, and I am so thankful that He answered our prayers for Audrey's conception and birth. Bless Your name, Daddy God! You have given me a beautiful gift to take care of!




Monday, September 5, 2011

Just Us Three

Well, my beautiful baby girl arrived on Monday, August 29th! I couldn't be more thrilled and have a series of posts planned to tell my birth story. 

Tonight is the first night that Landon and I will be here alone with Audrey as a family of three! I've had the wonderful help of my mom since we got home on Wednesday, but now it will be just us until Landon goes back to work on the 13th. (My mom will then come for another week just to help me ease into things getting back to normal slowly.)

So tonight I've been thinking back on my pregnancy; actually I've been thinking about it since Audrey was born. I can't believe my daughter is finally here and has been for a week already! It did seem like I was pregnant with her for quite a while (it was 40 weeks, which is technically 10 months) so it's still very surreal that she is in my arms instead of in my belly anymore. I really miss her being inside me!! It might seem silly, but I just loved feeling her every little jab and poke and she was always right under my heart and with me everywhere I went. It just feels like a huge adjustment to not have a pregnant belly anymore. I really do miss pregnancy, even with the indigestion, leg cramps and having difficulty sleeping or bending down. 

I had a wonderful pregnancy and absolutely LOVED it! I loved my belly and taking pictures of myself pregnant. I loved resting my hands there and feeling sweet Audrey moving all over! I loved it when Landon would touch my tummy and laugh at what she was doing in there! I loved all our doctor visits, and Dr. C. is the best. It just seems strange to not need to go back so often now.

I do feel a little better writing this out-I felt quite emotional over it earlier. (I cry easier now than I did when I was pregnant, I think!) When we're ready, I will thoroughly enjoy being pregnant again, but I'm not ready for another baby any time soon because I want to soak up my little girl that I've been waiting so long for!! She truly is an incredible miracle and everything I hoped and prayed for-plus so much more. I can't believe how much I love her and want to protect her. 

Oh Jesus, You are so good!! Thank you for blessing me and Landon with this amazing gift of a child, a precious little girl that you allowed us to create in love. I continue to pray for guidance as we care for her and raise her up to be a God lover.

She really is amazing. My heart overflows with gratitude, love and peace.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Power Outage

I really can't remember the last time the power went out at my house for more than a few minutes at a time. Today there has been some bad storming and it's been about 45 minutes of me sitting in the dark with my little scented candles. I don't have any plain old candles, so it smells rather Christmasy and flowery at the same time (not too bad, actually)!

Some protector Giselle has been-she kept going in empty rooms and just standing there looking freaked until I made her come in the living room with me! I always say I wish she wasn't such a wimp about thunder; it seems the big dogs are the worst and act like the biggest babies!

Oh well, maybe it won't last much longer. The rain and lightening have stopped, but there's still some thunder hanging around. I just hope I can still make our dinner later!